Getting things done,

at least trying. I can't believe that tomorrow I start a new job and that the commute is from my bedroom to my guest room. Am getting things organized and trying to put all my effort into that. I feel a bit better. I feel like when I really analyze the situation MG was either not truthful with me about his feelings or he still has some growing up to do, and maybe the answer is a combination of both. Knowing this doesn't make the pain any easier, but again, I refuse to be in a comma over this. I feel like he will call and we will talk again, at least I would expect that, and if he doesn't then he clearly isn't the person I thought he was and I am better off knowing this didn't last too long. Got to keep going, pick up the pieces, and concentrate on what I can control. Putting energy into positive things.....New Job!