Amazed.....

I am amazed it is 12-31-11, Amazed I haven't written since the day before we moved in, Amazed at how much life has changed in the last year, TRULY Amazed life can be this good and wonderful and amazing.

I have been pondering coming here for a few days now, maybe longer, realizing how bad I have been at writing and not quite sure where the time has gone. I really do not know where time has gone. I feel like I am always busy, be it an event I have to plan for, work, I am not sure, but I can tell you one thing.....it is not slowing down any time soon. The amount of events in the first half of next year is crazy and I am sure that means I will be writing here at the end of 2012 faster than I believe.

There is a lot about the future with work which is uncertain, new CEO and I am sure a ton of changes once Feb 1 rolls around and our new year is here. I need to get through January. I need to finish strong, I need to find a way to bring it all in. Somehow amidst all the chaos and stress I am really calm. I am not sure if I should be or if I should be more panicked, but I am only concentrating on what I can control right now. Leaving the rest to take care of itself. I can't worry about it because it will keep me from where I need to be.

On another front as we have a New Year upon us I am so excited for my future as I know that I have so much to look forward too, so much unknown in a good way and I am sure that 2012 will be the year that so much changes for me and so much becomes clear. It is so amazing to be in this place where I know everything will work out, where I know I have found the person I will be with forever, where we get to plan our future and all it entails and I just have to sit back and enjoy each moment, for I know there is nothing but wonderful ahead. For me there is no better place, everything fell into place the way it is supposed to be, everything is happening the way it should be and all is just good in my world. The love we share makes me stronger and more confident and I know I can handle anything that comes my way, for I am not alone, I am part of a pair and we, together, and get through it all. Who could have known I could be here now, when a year ago we were just at the beginning and just feeling the love develop, it really is quite unbelievable yet believable at the same time. I am lucky. I am blessed. I am so happy.

In 2012 I become an auntie, I gain a sister-in-law and one of my dearest friend's becomes a wife......I also know many of my friends will get engaged and there will be even more to celebrate. Life is good. It was all worth waiting for.

Cheers to a wonderful 2012 for all who read this, all I care for, and the rest of you out there.

xo