REFLECTION.....

is healthy, reflection is good, reflection can also be so crazy. There is so much happening I can't yet put in this place so for now let's talk about the past....it has been a year since my world came crashing down, a year from the time that reality as I knew it and felt it was swept away and the weirdest thing............I can't really say I 100% remember it......I know it was the worst thing and I know I have fear from that experience I carry with me but I have truly MOVED ON.....so weird how that just happens and you aren't even quite sure how or when.......it amazes me to be honest.....I also just found out that person is moving away, no more worries of unplanned meetings or parties I have to avoid, no more drama..........everything about here and the place I am in now is more just for me and about me.........and I like that......I feel a bit more open.........more space........everything about where I am now I love........I never imagined I could be in this place and while it is different than the last place and the places before that, it is still special and comfortable and full of love and I need all of that..........more adventures and "newness" to come......more firsts......more deep breaths...........more happiness... :)