Vail...

was amazing, beautiful, stunning. I can't believe I live just 2 hours from this fantasy land. We had such a great weekend. Spent the whole time with MB and SB, what wonderful friends they are. After 7 years together they are still so much and love and you would think they had only been together a few months, they are still so full of love and so cute. I want to be just like that. The weekend was full of going out, walking around town, naps, concerts and taking in the beauty. Today MG and I got back in time for the Laker playoff game. Fun to watch that while hanging on my couch. MG is so great, I have shared with him some of my fears, I maybe shouldn't have but I feel like I need to be honest. How can I not be scared after all I have been through....I feel like it is natural but I also know it isn't fair to MG to take out on him what others have done for me. It is hard and it is a struggle, but I know I will get through it......I always do.....on to Sunday eve and all the chores that come with it!