Shuffleboard et al

Well I lost at Shuffleboard tonight, we only played one game, tied at WII bowling. I need to win! I could not stay over because of Jasper and my 8:30 flight to NY. Big bummer, but if I can catch my earlier flight home Friday then we will have full on date night, either way we are hanging out and nothing makes me happier than falling asleep and waking up next to that snuggle. Tonight was hard, I almost cried when I had to say good bye. Silly.....I know.....it's just that we hadn't seen each other since Vail.....and travel is hard now on both sides and Jasper makes it hard sometimes too, BUT we will make it through. I can't believe everyone he will meet in May.....it is sure to be a big month. I am excited to go to Hotel C tomorrow and see the gang and I have quite a line up of meetings in NYC and I know when I come home that I return to his arms and so far I find them to be safe and trusting arms so I can't wait for that......we all need that I think..........

On a side note, Jasper keeps destroying toilet paper rolls and it is driving me bonkers. Time to finish packing and have some sleepytime tea. Nighty night....

T and I in AZ

back from AZ...

It is Sunday night and I am back from AZ visiting S, N, and T. What a great weekend. I love spending time with "easy" friends, the kind of friends where you can 100% yourself, not worry about plans, be at ease and just BE. Does that make sense? It is really quite amazing how people can come into your life in such an unpredictable way.....and these friends are the perfect example of this, they are a gift and I am blessed to have them. Really was such a great visit.

Working from home tomorrow to spend time with Jasper as he is under the weather, I get to see MG tomorrow night which I am so excited about and then I am off to NY Tuesday for work until Friday and to see more dear friends. Finishing Brothers & Sisters before bed, good night.

P.S., S gave my blog a major facelift. How much do you love it?!?!? Thanks again S!

Vail...

was amazing, beautiful, stunning. I can't believe I live just 2 hours from this fantasy land. We had such a great weekend. Spent the whole time with MB and SB, what wonderful friends they are. After 7 years together they are still so much and love and you would think they had only been together a few months, they are still so full of love and so cute. I want to be just like that. The weekend was full of going out, walking around town, naps, concerts and taking in the beauty. Today MG and I got back in time for the Laker playoff game. Fun to watch that while hanging on my couch. MG is so great, I have shared with him some of my fears, I maybe shouldn't have but I feel like I need to be honest. How can I not be scared after all I have been through....I feel like it is natural but I also know it isn't fair to MG to take out on him what others have done for me. It is hard and it is a struggle, but I know I will get through it......I always do.....on to Sunday eve and all the chores that come with it!

more random thoughts

I just had a conversation with my gf M, she said such sweet things to me, that she has never seen me more confident and happy and that she thinks this move was really great for me. That means a ton, especially from her. I am so lucky to have her here.

I really like M, I am going to call him MG because I have too many girlfriends with the letter M. He is traveling until tomorrow night but can't wait to see him. I love that feeling.

I feel happy and that feels good......it feels great.

Lots of exciting things coming up soon. In the next couple weeks I have Vail with MG, work trip to NY when I get to see my friends in NJ and a weekend trip to AZ to see S and T and N. So very excited for that, that is a fun getaway for me..

Work continues to be nuts but we are making a lot of headway, that feels great. Got some good news today about a deal I am 95% sure will come in, one of my favorite places to shop, that is fun....

I am hoping to take my 2 hour photo class soon...

I miss my girlfriends terribly, that is absolutely the hardest thing about this move...I miss my family too, but easier for me to stay caught up with them

I need to be better about writing and I need to figure out why I can't upload pics on here

I hope you have a good night! :)

The chaos which is my life....

wake up, make dials, help inside reps with appts, help outside reps with appts, train, conference calls, dial, e-mails, my appts, meetings, meetings, meetings........breathe, remember to breathe.....Vail in 3 days, can't wait!

Smiling.....

I haven't been on here in forever.....it is awful because there is so much to say. I am blaming it on M......I met him through a friend.....he just moved here a month ago from Boston, originally from Michigan.........and he makes me smile. He is funny, smart, sarcastic, caring and honest. We talk about everything......and when I am not with him he is all I can think about.....and he feels the same.....and my heart is smiling.........